User Profile

I am a 24 (yes I know my bday year says 27, but that's another story) year old woman. I live in Sanfransico, CA. I have a complicated life, to say the least.

I am a Cult of Ecstasy Mage, a Seer, a visionary, I speak with the Spirit World, I search for the ultimate experience, Ascension.

I am also a Warrior against the Wyrm, an honorary member of the Garou, Onera (Mother of the Bawn) and mated to the head of the Glasswalker sept here.

I live w/ my two best freinds, my cabal, a Lazeri Euthanatos and a Son of Ether (yeah I know that's weird too, but my magicks are so much more the better for it. There are many paths to the Ultimate Experience.

These parts of my life are not hostile to eachother, not to me. They bring me great joy. I see things others rarely see, experience things others even can envision.

I live in danger, yet I have great love, I am loved and I love.

There is so much beauty in life.

I am on a path, a path to save the world.

Some day's work huh?

This song pretty much sums it up:

All the fear has left me now
I’m not frightened anymore
It’s my heart that pounds beneath my flesh
It’s my mouth that pushes out this breath

And if I shed a tear I won’t cage it
I won’t fear love
And if I feel a rage I won’t deny it
I won’t fear love

Companion to our demons
They will dance, and we will play
With chairs, candles, and cloth
Making darkness in the day
It will be easy to look in or out
Upstream or down without a thought

And if I shed a tear I won’t cage it
I won’t fear love
And if I feel a rage I won’t deny it
I won’t fear love

Peace in the struggle
To find peace
Comfort on the way
To comfort

And if I shed a tear I won’t cage it
I won’t fear love
And if I feel a rage I won’t deny it
I won’t fear love
I won’t fear love
I won’t fear love...